I have been studying for 3 years now. Not the whole time, but little bits every day. It's looking like that may not have been the best way to go about study. Maybe it would be better to set a few hours every other day aside for study instead of these little bitty bits of time spent, it's just not enough.
So new study schedule will be on the Sabbats, the why's, when's, and meanings of each. And the elements, what they mean to me, what they bring about in me. As well as learning to accept Deity into myself and my life a lot more.
On the inner side of things, taking a look at the things that terrify me. The bad things, and learning a sort of acceptance that bad does happen, when I say "bad" it almost gives events a personality when these are neutral in that they just happen, no reason why. If that makes any sense. As a christian I believed and was taught that this was evil at work. As a pagan, I know that these are not evil, they just are.
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