June 22, 2012
My "new" is going to come at a cost.
Josh and I were playing in the rain. There was a new puppy, a little dacshaund puppy that cam ehome with me. And some girl that wasn't related to me but considered family was adopting a baby from someone that we knew but the baby turned out to be 100 percent genetically mine, also this woman was pregnant with her own child. I took my baBY and puppy back to our hospital room and started to pack up, the birth mother was already gone. It was still raining. Guy and I finished packing up and were getting ready to leave when the woman and man showed up and they tried to steal the baby boy and I screamed kidnapping and they came back and gave me the baby back and I explained to them that I was going to give the baby back I just had to work through some things, but now, no I would keep the baby. I woke myself up.
Alternatively, rain symbolizes fertility and renewal. If you get wet from the rain, then it indicates cleaning from your troubles and problems.
To see a baby in your dream signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted.
Puppy
To see a puppy in your dream symbolizes your playfulness and carefree nature. It also refers to a blossoming friendship. If you are taking care of a puppy, then it means that you are reliable and trustworthy. Others can depend on you, especially during difficult times.
all though I didn't see the birth:
To dream of giving birth or see someone else giving birth suggests that you are giving birth to a new idea or project. It also represents a new attitude, fresh beginnings or a major event. Alternatively, the dream may be calling attention to your inner child and the potential for you to grow.
To dream that someone has been kidnapped indicates that you are not letting aspects and characteristics of that person to be expressed within you. You are trying to contain and/or suppress the qualities of the kidnapped person.
What this dream means to me:
I have been washed clean of my troubles and problems. New things are coming, within me and outside of me, but they will come at a cost. But things will be ok either way in the end.
June 24, 2012We are at the beach, the water isn't calm, large choppy waves. Ruben is trying to throw away his wallet and I get it out to make sure he got everything out of it. There is a lady on the beach who is bleeding from her period and we tell her that she is covered in blood. We are camping on the beach and there are others here to camp as well. I have noticed that in my dreams the people are pretty nice folks.
Beach
To see the beach in your dream symbolizes the meeting between your two states of mind. The sand is symbolic of the rational and mental processes while the water signifies the irrational, unsteady, and emotional aspects of yourself. It is a place of transition between the physical/material and the spiritual.
To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean indicates unknown and major changes that are occurring in your life. Consider the state of the ocean, whether it is calm, pleasant, forbidding, etc.
Wallet
To see your wallet in your dream symbolizes your self identity or financial security.
Menstruation
To dream of menstruation indicates that you are releasing your pent-up tension and worry. It signals an end to the difficult times and the beginning of relaxation. Some creative energy is being released or recognized. Alternatively, the dream means that you are denying your feminine side.
Camping
To dream that you are camping indicates a need for relaxation and a long-deserved break.You need to be more in touch with nature and go back to a more basic and simpler life. Alternatively, it refers to your social circle and support group. You are looking for a sense of belonging, but at the same time be self-sufficient and independent.
Tent
To dream that you are in a tent indicates that you need a temporary change to your daily routine. You need to take time off and get away from the daily grind. Alternatively, the dream may mean instability and insecurity in your current situation. You do not want to settle down. Dreaming that you are in a tent, may be a pun on your "in-tent" or intentions.
June 24, 2012
We lived in California, off of alameda de las pulgas, its day time, nice neighborhood, felt good to be there, we were all there, a police officer comes over and i invite him in to just hang around and see we arent't bad people he had coffee and was talking with ruben, woke garrett up because angela came by, something about a cigarette (?) he needed one, or something, taime and i were going for a walk and rob and his little boy were there, rob was taking out the trash. We started walking up the alameda. We lived in a town house with a covered patio, i think, that's where garrett was sleeping, we had just moved there because some of our stuff was still in boxes. there was alot of happy dogs.
Day
To dream of a sunny day symbolizes clarity and/or pleasantness. You are seeing things clearly.
Neigborhood
To dream about your neighborhood represents a sense of community. You need to develop new friends and new ties. Consider your waking feelings toward your neighbors.
Police
To see the police in your dream symbolizes structure, rules, power, authority and control. You need to put an end to your reckless behavior or else the law will catch up to you. Alternatively, the dream refers to failure in honoring your obligation and commitments.
Cigarettes
To dream that you are smoking or offering a cigarette signifies your need for a break. It may also points to issues of?dependency . However if you are against smoking and have this dream, you need to analyze aspects of your waking life and what you are doing that may adversely affect your health.
In particular, to see your childhood home, your hometown, or a home that you previously lived in indicates your own desires for building a family and your family ideologies. It also reflects aspects of yourself that were prominent or developed during the time you lived in that home. You may experience some unfinished feelings that are being triggered by some waking situation.
Walking
To dream that you are walking with ease signifies a slow, but steady progress toward your goals. You are moving through life in a confident manner. Consider your destination.
Garbage
To dream that you are throwing away garbage suggests that you are kicking your old negative habits and throwing away your bad characteristics and unwanted traits.?Alternatively, garbage indicates that you are not taking responsibility for something.
To see a new house in your dream indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life. You are becoming more emotionally mature.
Dog
To see a dog in your dream symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. The dream suggests that your strong values and good intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and bring you success.
Patio
To dream that you are in the patio represents your openness toward a particular situation.
To dream that the doors to the patio are opened refer to your receptive state of mind. If they are closed, then it indicates that you are not being open to a situation. Patio doors symbolize the merging of your mental and spiritual state.
Dogs visit my dreams often, always happy to be there, tails wagging.
The people in my dreams are nice enough folks even the bikers, they are just protective. And the police officer that is in my dreams, he is kind of like a monitor and resembles Don Knots Barney. And I know in my waking life that he is there to help me. Today I actually had a negative thought, it's so embedded, and it was the first thought, violence. It definitely made me step back.
Update:
Looking back, this was my guides letting me know everything was going to be ok, and telling me to forgive myself, things happen for a reason. I read somewhere that witches shouldn't or don't panic as much in some tough situations because we know and are being told that things are going to be ok. My guides were telling me from the beginning of the year that something earth shaking was going to happen, but that all would be well. It got touch and go sometimes, but they let me know consistently that all was well. I am so thankful for them.
