At first...

I was kind of in a panic about the whole Guy getting laid off thing, but, we have been under so much stress since he got ill that we, and our marriage, have taken a trampling.  It's time given to us to relax, because we are probably going to be working for the rest of our lives from here.  Which isn't a horrible thing. What else would we be doing?

Inertia

My altar, which, a shame and very sad, I haven't made much use out of. 
Inertia:  lack of movement or activity especially when movement or activity is wanted or needed. : a feeling of not having the energy or desire that is needed to move.
People with good intuition ride the wave of good tidings. I, on the other hand, am not so wise and trip a lot.

This post is from July, a couple of weeks ago, I think. Ugh,,.,see what I mean?

Duldrums

Somewhere, I have made a wrong turn. My path hasn't always been wonderous magical wave after wonderous magical wave, but it's never been like this either. For the past two years I haven't celebrated any Sabbats nor Esbats. All I do is sit, in a dark basement. I rarely study any herbie things. Guy has been paying $7 a month for the past two years and I haven't even popped in on the site but maybe twice. Even my imagination is failing. I don't know for sure what happened I just know that I need to get back on track, somehow. I am not even sure how to go about that.