I suck with money. We are members in good standing in the Have Not's Club, have been for all of our married lives. Keeping a roof over our heads has been a huge difficulty with us. Taking pets to a vet?? OMG... I can't hardly stand myself for this. So I am trying to find the charming part of a charmed life, which I have come to the conclusion that I do not have a charmed life in the way that most folks have.
Now, the vision in my head that came after this epiphany was cruel and heartbreaking. A mother who is in constant fear for her life because of her children that she loves so much. What if that was me in a previous life? This lady was rich, she had all material needs she could want, but her children... It made my heart ache. Now I say, what if that lady was me? I can see myself saying to someone, I would give all my riches for the love of my children.
In this life, I have that. My children are any parents dream and that is no lie. Will I wish for riches after this life? No, I think not. The love of my family is what keeps my heart happy even during the roughest of times. Next life, bring on the love of my husband and children!!
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