This day, I definitely got the feeling that something was opposed to this. I was supposed to do this the day before, but it was just too hot. Postponed this for a day, plus my husband was off work, and it was not a bad idea...I thought. So next day, we get up a little early to try and beat the heat, and head out. We want to make a quick stop at wal-mart to get the rent and send son some money. I sat in the car while my husband went to get these items. Ended up he couldn't find me in the parking lot, and I never saw him come out. He thought something bad happened at home and walked home, while I sat in the parking lot. It was terrible!! I was so scared, to the point that I made myself ill. If it wasn't for Taime and Quentin I probably would've sat there all day. Anyway. Long story short, we met back up, had our say so's on the matter and went to lunch. I had almost said, "Fuck it." to EVERYTHING. My husband was the one that brought my head back around. And with a little determination, and lots of "Duh" I made it.
Moving ever forward in love and light.







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