Life

So for now, the thing that is forefront in my mind is a roof over our heads.  I am having a hard time thinking about anything else.  How do I keep my magicalness in this type of reality?  My altar and all are packed away, everything is in boxes and mess and unorganized because we had so little time to pack.  Our landlord gave us 5 days, which I am not complaining or anything, and still carry no ill will toward him at all, we can't pay the rent, what's he supposed to do?